2005 have bring in so much memories for me.
besides the fact i covered 3 semesters in a yr.
and another year rolling in.
bring it on.
and yes i would want a new bed and a whole new room.
and much more.
lets get diploma over and done with.
and maybe months of backpacking to europe.
i wish.
and rafie's back.so hurrah hurrah.
god i miss the twins.
see ya 2006.
lots of love, sundrawn on theface
gorilla's petition at 12:56 AM
couple//come back again
on repeat mode for the last COUPLE of days.
whoa.nice like fuck.its pleasing to the ears yo.
to me that is.
i dont want to do SIP.
i have a confession to make.*raises hand*
i am afraid of the real world out there.
i dont wanna work or whatsoever.
its been rather an itch thinking over it.
its hell of a jungle out there.wild animals.huahua.
i got into another of those heartwrenching interviews
just now.
2 interviewers in a humble coffee shop in the heart
of chinatown interviewing a girl with black dress and a cardigan
on a hot thursday afternoon. if i knew, i would have
worn something more airy.
so the creative director ordered a kopi.
the kopi came.
he was looking through my resume and cover letter.
the kopi causes stain on the table.
murmured words to himself and decided to clean the table
with yours truly's cover letter and wipe the stain off.
and puts his darn bloody cup of coffee on top of my letter.
at that bloody point of time, i gasped for air and
had planned to make a runway.
but i mustered all my courage and glued my ass to the
coffee shop's chair and looked extremely poised and cool abt it.
the rest of the interview is history.
i presume he is a streetsmart fella whose had a big
grudge over the school's system.
well lets take it as something that made you a much stronger
person in which you are able to take the situation, that is.
you are bound to come across humans like them and without them
we are no near being better.
constructive criticism.its the immune to past mistakes.
but if it gets to much, its called overdoing.
and we should bloody hell shut them up.
so yeah.
im not ready for any real business.
i wanna mingle and laugh with the retards in sch
and kick balls with the sch's computer and
pollute the reservoir and pester the guards.
and hang loose.
ahh dammit.
gorilla's petition at 12:52 AM
Gerhana Ska Cinta - Mimpi
ku ingin terbang ke awan
menggapai bintang bintang dalam kegelapan malam
ku idamkan satu taman
dan juga mahligai yang indah tak ternilai
tapi semua hanya khayalan
yang bermain dalam fikiran
tak mungkin dapat ku bertahan
yang tinggal hanyalah impian
namun ku masih mencoba
untuk punya segalanya
walaupun bertahun lama
semogakan terlaksana
ku ingin terbang ke awan
menggapai bintang bintang dalam kegelapan malam
ku idamkan satu taman
dan juga mahligai yang indah tak ternilai
namun ku masih mencoba
untuk punya segalanya
walaupun bertahun lama
semogakan terlaksana...
gorilla's petition at 5:36 PM
im so bloody sad.
so i bought second hand jack purcell's at 15 buckeroos and
it saved my bloody sad day.
who cares, it looks so bloody new.
only jack purcell can help me get over it.hopefully.
fuck school and whatever shit.
cash running low.pfft.
i feel so angry towards the world right now.
roar!.bleargh,nonsense.
and actually my off days is on monday.
school offdays, on mondays?
wow.thts bonus yo.
i declared my mondays,beautiful mondays from now on.
but coming to sch tomorrow anyways to add a freaking subject.
glad the timetable is pleasing to look at.
not tht sore-eyed.
more of 9 o'clock classes unlike last time where i use to wake up
late for teatime classes.
so good day.
while i whine and brood. )=
gorilla's petition at 12:56 AM
get real.
the morning of syawal.
the family and me minus the second brother went to
kampong siglap mosque on the morning of 1st syawal
for our aidilfitri prayers with me, half asleep and
dont know what the heck im doing.
it was unlike the ordinary mornings tht i went through
because ppl were so nicely dressed and in a festive mood
marching down to nearby mosques to pray.
then the adrenalin rush hits me seconds after i recalled tht
its eid mubarak today,i was as excited as a kid would.
takbir was breath taking.
though i was sorrounded by indonesian maids,
it was seemingly a very charming morning.
the khutbah was next after the prayers.
i was at the brink of sleeping,swaying from side to side
until the imam spoke words beyond what i could hold myself to.
he was praying for those in pakistan,victims of catastrophe
all ard the world,and it was so so sad and touching.
he prayed for those who left,and for us whom have sinned.
i turned and saw makciks ard me
sniffling,wiping tears rolling down their eyes.
and i saw mum trying to peek whether im crying,but i caught
her in tears first.
"sesungguhnya kami dilahirkan suci bagai kain putih,dan kami
telah mengkotorkan kain itu."
its hard for us to see the imam from far, but assuming from his voice
we heard over the speaker,i sense he was crying.
but overall tangkap mood raya jap.
i was reminded of my late grandpas and grandmas and its been yrs
since i last celebrate with the gramps.
i just miss them like fuck.
as i was abt to leave i saw the minah kl.
heh.
zahirah all the way from masjid india to masjid siglap!.
she was uhm doubting whether its me.
haha.glad to see you back in spore again.
and so 1st syawal was great.eventhough cpf tak masok byk,
im just happy to see my aunts and mum hugging and kissing each other
after so long.
i dont know why,but raya this yr was so significant.
though i dont feel it,i just wish tht hari raya was everyday.
if not for tht,i wont know of my aunt's and uncle's health condition
deteriorating.stroke,cancer and all.
they may not be in their best of health but they are still determined
to celebrate raya with all of us.
im happy as long as they all are.
to all,eid mubarak!
eventhough school starting soon.pfft.
pada yang sudah meninggalkan kami,agar tuhan mencucuri rohnya.
gorilla's petition at 1:16 AM
satu syawal.
slamat hari raya geng.
maaf zahir batin.
salah silap harap dimaafkan.
take care,drive carefully.
balik kampong jalan baik2.
dont take drug along the way.blah blah blah.
ok.
hey hey ali,ali ba ta abc.
gorilla's petition at 1:49 AM